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provo canyon needs to burn

i was a so called student there in the early 90s.Even in my 30s i remember every detail of what went on there.I remember my therapist roy burger.I also remember i wasnt allowed outside because i was a high escape risk.Standing what they would call ips for hours on end.A ips is where you stand in one place for a hour no talking or moving.if you did either of those you got another ip.I also remmeber a byu football player dragging my face on the carpet till i had rug burn on one side his name was bud.My parents would only know what they told them i didnt get allowed to make any outside phone calls.and when i was allowed them they was in roy burgers office being monitored.i really enjoyed seclusion,my lil cement cell for hours and days.But i enjoyed cleaning the vomit and fecies out of other cells when i did good with my ips.i was 14 years old.But the best part of the place is when my insurance ran out that same day i was on a plane back to houston.i learned alot.I learned to be a better parent than mine was by not shipping my children off to somewhere cross country that i cannot monitor myself.That place was awful,like i said 18 years later i remeber names and detail that i will never forget.But when i told my parents they didnt believe me.after all i was a 14 year old who smoked pot who would ever believe me.he funny thing is i was showing my son google earth and wanted to show him the place and it led me here.Feels good to see other people out there have dealt with this and maybe i can find some of my old friends that stuck beside me during ips and seclusion cleanings.jordan hall i know ya remember me philly ya tried to mail me a newport since ya got out before i did.not a day goes by i dont remeber you and smile my man.If it wasnt for you i never would have made it through that place.I hope that place and the people who run it burn in hell!

Re: provo canyon needs to burn

Ya know i take that back i dont want any harm to come to them.I want them to sit and get old in a nursing home hoping one of their ex students (if thats what we was i like prisoners better myself)gets to take care of them the same way we was treated.I cant believe that 18 years later how angry i am getting just typing this.Just the thought of that place.Im looking at my children watching tv on my couch and i could never do that to them.I was like most kids there just normal i smoked weed with my dad and when we got poor it was easier for my parents to ship me off and let blue cross blue shield feed and roof me.I will say i did learn something from that place,and that is i will be a better parent and listen to what my children say and i will never ship them off for someone cross country to raise.Good to see that so many survivors are in touch because thats what those of us who got to see the cement floor of the seclusion cells are.Good Luck glad ya made it

Re: Re: provo canyon needs to burn

I AM 17. I WAS CAPTURED FROM MY HOUSE AND TAKEN TO UTAH FEBURARY 23 2005 AND PUT AT PROVO FOR THREE MONTHS. I GUESS YOU COULD CALL ME A LUCKY ONE SEEING THAT MOST THOSE KIDS WERE THERE 9 MONTHS OR MORE. THAT **** IS PLAIN WRONG. I DONT KNOW WHAT POSSESED MY FATHER TO MAKE THIS DESICION BUT AFTER 3 MONTHS HE FINALLY PULLED ME OUT. I KNOW WHAT IT IS like to BE IN DESPAIR. THATS THE ONLY THING I GOT OUT OF MY EXPERIENCE. IT GIVES ME CHILLS JUST THINKING BACK. I WOULD WRITE 4 PAGE LONG LETTERS WEAPING ABOUT HOW HORRIBLE MY STAY WAS EVERYDAY. I DUNNO WHY I SEARCHED THIS SITE UP BUT READING THE THINGS YOU GUYS SAY LET ME TELL YOU AS OF 2005 ALL THE SAME THINGS WERE GOING ON . **** PROVO .

Re: Re: provo canyon needs to burn

Joey I understand what you went through at Provo Canyon School. The school of hell. I remeber standing hundreds of hours facing that stupid wall. I went to school there from 1980 to 1981. I doubt your father ever recieved any of those letters because I know my mothe never recieved any of my negative ones. I asked her in 2006 if she ever got the letters saying get me the hell out of this school and she told me no.

I knew that the **** school was reading my mail coming and going we had no privacy. they violated our civil and human rights. we need to all get together to shut this **** school down


Steven Levinson