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sorry for being silent.. |
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julia |
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Oct 22, 04 - 10:06 PM |
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Hi..
I am soooo sorry for being silent..
I`ve just been...struggling with many different feelings...
I can`t stop crying tonight.
The woman I was with.. She is dying... and we`re no longer together, I haven`t talked with her or seen her but I know..that her cancer has spread and she is no longer in treatment and went to her house..and the doctors say she has no chances...
It is very painful... I am finding it hard to handle my feelings...
Some days I am totally numb and I focus on everyday things...and then I break down and cry....
It is very complex and painful..
and I`ve been hiding alot...
even in therapy..i haven`t been able to cry..jsut tonight..I`ve been crying on and off for the last hours..
That`s why I haven`t written..I wanted to apologize..
and send love and support..
SAfe hugs..
julia |
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