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Re: Re: Re: Consequences |
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Julia |
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Jun 9, 04 - 8:18 AM |
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Dear Debbie,
hi... How are you feeling?
Thank you so much for your message...it helps so much I´m not alone. Thank you so much.
I work on Wednesdays till 9 my time, but I´ll try to check if you are here when I´m back. I´ve tried to enter the chatroom but haven´t been able to...
Thank you for your message. It truly means a lot to me, I´m so emotional that I found myself crying reading it. Thank you.
I do have to make a decision. I´ve delayed this for months already. My (ex) boyfriend told me that he can´t stand this anymore, that it is not healthy for him, he has lost weight, he´s really going through a very hard time. He says he can´t stand to know I´m with her all this time..and how could this happen when we had so many plans together...and I feel it´s not fair to delay this situation much longer.He told me that okay, I have to make a decision, but i´m not alone and what i´m doing affects him (and her too), and I can´t do this..He told me I have to decide even if I make a mistake and regret it..but that he simply can´t take this anymore for his own well-being...
I do feel I have to try to make a decision I can live with...and face its consequences..
It´s already been a long time...  I feel that no one can stand this situation much longer and I must choose...I feel that this is one of those decisions that change your life completely..I don´t know, it´s very hard to know and listen to what my heart tells me...I Don´t know...
fortunately I´ll see my T tomorrow and I´ll tell her all I¨m feeling...
Thank you for sharing with me..
This is all so ..confusing and powerful..I love her deeply...and at the same time I feel sadness because I also had imagined a life with him, and it hurts to let go...
Taking a deep breath  )
Thank you for being with me.
Love,
Julia. |
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